i believe that an explanation should be provided. are these blog posts? no. but there are comments, little bits of life that i need to write whether post or not. this is a hub for those little notes and comments that i have that couldn't make a full blog post, be it for personal reasons or because certain things are meant to be brief. that being said, enjoy!
"having no thoughts is like, wasting time i feel. sometimes it is, sometimes it isn't. it's like watching your life pour out of your eyes and touch the river of time. you're doing nothing, you're doing everything. no clear direction of where you're going, just that you're living. that sounds pretty nice sometimes, but really bad at other times. i don't know" - 2026/01/24, 1:0X AM
"the thing with inclusivity is like. cis/straight/white people think that inclusivity is having everyone have an equal spot in a cast — which, spoiler alert, they don't, only that more white = better — but it's never, never never never like that. these people have oppressed and cracked down on any form of human being that differentiates from their closeted world view. a black, queer or neurodivergent person EXISTING already has them going nuts. slurs thrown out, hurling insults at every opportunity they get. so when someone says i'm all in favor of diversity, but having 90% of a cast be gay/black icks me the wrong way
, that's just textbook discrimination. put your trillion "different" characters in your story, i don't care. these people have put us down and thrown us around like toys, perverts who fetishize and humiliate us every chance they get. be free, you don't need to be bound by these shackles anymore." - 2026/01/24, 2:04 AM
the world loved you
lay down — the world loves you.
get up — the world loves you.
eat — the world loves you.
work — the world loves you.
come back — the world loves you.
lie down — the world loves you.
die — the world loves you.
poor thing. the world loved you.
until you died.
poor thing. the world loved you
and that was your favorite lie.
the world loved you.
- 2026/01/25, 1:56 AM
"i don't know what it is but like before the 23rd i was fine now suddenly i lost all control of my life. my head feels empty, i can't do anything, really. social interaction has gone down the drain, just now am i realizing how annoying and off-putting i am. how offbeat i am from like everyone else. very weird. let's see if this gets better when i wake up later" - 2026/01/25, 2:28 AM
the hoarder of time
i approached the strange man as he attempted to seemingly contain something. his eyes and hands constantly stimulated, as if anxious and paranoid from something. his posture however was extremely firm, and the voice surprisingly stable.
"What troubles you to seek my aid? Have you not realized my busyness? My importance?" the man queried me.
"what is it you do, sir?"
"How foolish! Insolent! Must you not know me? I am the storage manager of time! I store all of my time, waiting for the right moment to release it.
"why?"
"Why!? For there is simply a time to be alive! And I do not live in it. The world will move, and I will wait until it is the right time to live."
i glanced around as to organize my thoughts. the inflections of the face and voice were not lost on me — his eyes constantly drifted towards a seemingly endlessly large box labeled "time", locked behind multiple security measures. he stared intensively at it and nowhere else, occasionally at my stature as to maintain a calm posture. the remaining landscape seemed barren and dry, lacking any life except for the man.
"what time is there to be alive?", i questioned the man. his eyes grew narrower as his presence towered over me.
"Quite the prick you are. Mad questionings will get you nowhere. Don't you see our time is precious? Don't you realize how the world is so imperfect, so impure!? We must wait! Wait until nature nurtures its seed, wait until it provides for us."
"then, i have no time for you, sir. allow me my leave..." i he to leave. his voice grew haste and his pace lost focus.
"WAIT! No, no, nonono, you do not understand! It is of uttermost importance that you stay!"
"why so? you said it yourself, sir. my queries will get me nowhere. there is no need to talk to you if you don't seek the same to me."
"No! You have completely misunderstood me! Our time, yes, precious! As such, it is wise — very wise indeed! — that you must seek me! You shall share your time with me, so I may have more!" he hastened as the second passed, stuttering and mumbling incoherent noises through sentences.
i went on with my way: grabbed my things and headed towards the south.
"No, please! Perhaps, yes! It is time to open my box! It is time! Please, help me! Don't leave!"
i paused and faced him one last time, his hands frantic and face sweating. but he did not leave position. i had already departed when i came across the thought of him again. i lack the knowledge to know why he did such things, the world remained stationary as he waited. how strange...
- 2026/01/30, 10:46 PM
"at some point in your life you stop laughing at the 'funny' discriminatory jokes that appear all over your life made by people of multiple ages. at some point you have to get a little woker, you know? realize that we're all equal regardless of gender identity, sexuality, physical and mental characteristics. i'm not saying we're the same people, more so that we're all humans. as such, the same respect that you expect from others should be the one given to you, you know? these jokes are just in poor taste. i don't care about the comedic value, really. at some point you have to understand that replicating a caricature or discriminatory speech does nothing good to others, just replicates and normalizes these habits, you know? yeah." - 2026/01/30, 11:15 PM
sunsets
gorgeous sunsets through and through
— each spent inside a dimly lit room.
i watched it rise and fall through and through,
as i finally waved my conscience adieu.
i needed not care anymore, for it was not required
to live and walk and breathe and dream
grids of endless binary lit up a sunset
that of which i could only dream
i am done living, you can take my spine
i'm safe away from the sun
naked was my life for all to see
sunsets, sunsets, through and through.
- 2026/01/30, 11:48 PM
"one day i'll die. yes, it is nothing but guaranteed. when i die, there will no longer be any of me to anyone. none of my friends will see me again. my family won't see me again. by that point, i'm going to have loads of family and friends. yes, perhaps i will, perhaps i won't. if i were to die right now, however? no, not a single person in the world would miss me. it's nothing but guaranteed." - 2026/02/13, 12:16 AM